Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

1. What happened to 'we can always be together'
2. I never meant to hurt you
3. Dont get caught up in the fantasies.
4. Have more fun with your life.
5. YOu need a new challenge.
6. I miss you so much
7. I hate you for wasting my time, BOTH times.
8. I'm hurt that you didnt come to my birthday, or my housewarming, or anything i Invited you to recently, but then I feel I failed at being a friend for not being there, or visiting you when you were sick. I don't know whats worse.
9. YOu're a strange friend, but i know that at my lowest point, you would always be there for me. I Spent hours by your side after your surgery and every minute thinking about you and hoping you were ok. That makes you my strange friend an amazing special person in my life.
10. Stop Taking your clothes off, stop taking drugs, unless you think its the only thing want in your life, not the only thing you can do. Theres so many more things out there and you are worth so much more. But do it for yourself. I dont want to to tell you how to live but i Just did. I wonder what would have happened if id been in your life longer.