Rill rill

Completely digging sleigh bells right now. Just perfect travelling music.

Im on my way to sydney- twoday work conference - first day in my new
Position - andwell i feel super disorganised. I havent finished everything with the old house yet - i just hope the queen of procrastination doesmt bite me in the ass.
I feel like ive made the right decision not going to splendour evem though its going to break my heart. Ten of the bands i really wanted to see are playing the one day i cant go... Thats such a waste. The extra $450 wont hurt my bank account either. I havent decided yet if ill be spending a weekend in bris without emily... Which will be weird. I just had a strange thought to ask to stay with j... Man thats weird.

On the plAne and the flight attendants mad im using my phone... To be continued.....

Sent from my iPhone

say yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after
We broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know
I'd be around the morning after

It's always been wait and see
A happy day and then you pay
And feel like s**t the morning after
But now I feel changed around and instead falling down
I'm standing up the morning after

Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later
And I could be another fool or an exception to the rule
you tell me the morning after
Crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best
She'll decide what she wants
I'll probably be the last to know
No one says until it shows and you see how it is
They want you or they don't
Say yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after

i'll never be your love for sure.....

I dont even know where to start.

My life is changing.

No looking back....... lets take this step and be down with it.

Theres a few people that felt the need to remove themselves from my life recently, and then theres a few more that i did that honor for them... whilst its been a little shocking, i'm ok. Why? because i know those people i actually care about, and any of those that i've ever made a genuine impression on, friendship with will be back. I may drop my guard first or they will..... but the real ones will always count. i learnt that a long time ago.

in the meantime the only thing to do is live.live.love. forever <3

split

I could walk a million miles.
Suffer freezing rain and failure.
It's familiar.
This time you have gone too far.
Stole my memories and teardrops.
Now it all stops.

Old truths have taken shape.
They form themselves inside your landscape.
And now I'm a million miles from home.
I don't know.
Still, I can see so clearly.
I don't care.

Suffer sacrifice in vain.
Seems like endless pain inside me.
It's colliding.
Still, you've got no choice at all.
Make a choice before your world stops.
Before your smile drops.

Old truths have taken shape.
They form themselves inside your landscape.
And now I'm a million miles from home.
I don't know.
Still, I can see so clearly.
I don't care.

[breakdown rant by Chris:]
... I'm sorry if I said something that you don't like anymore.
I don't know. I'm sorry if I say I don't know if I'm sorry if
I'm not really sorry but I don't know anything at all.
It's not sure what I know or what I care about or what there is
to care about at all, you know what I'm talking about?
Do you know what I mean? Do you hear what I'm saying?

You've made the same mistake again.
Did you think I'd really buy it?
You shouldn't try it.
There's no one here in your defense.
They know you lie and don't make sense.
Are you getting tense?

Old truths have taken shape.
They form themselves inside your landscape.
And now I'm a million miles from home.
I don't know.
Still, I can see so clearly.
I don't care

With every breath
One last chance
Assume there will be,
a thousand more
I will ignore
Just letting them lead

Cause everytime you and I will fight
It's like an airplane's taking off
and the pilot's me
With no steering wheel

And if I could bring this plane down now
I know for sure I'd cut its wings
to land it safe
It's no option for me

You came to close to me
You came to close to me

Once again, me versus me
With no steering wheel
wishing to find which one should lead
Without hurting them
Cause every flower I have picked
has been the saddest lame excuse
to say love me, love me
But everytime someone would mind
and lend a helping hand to me
I'd shrug it off
Though you're all that I need

You came to close to me
You came to close to me