Stars

I spent the night staring at the sky, waiting for a shooting star so u could wish for you to miss me.....

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wait for something better, that doesnt mean us.

ahhh swimming again.

I am having a surprisingly good week, i cant think why. It's just the little things that are all starting to make sense to me again, and i slowly feel like i'm getting a grasp on reality, well as close to reality as i want to get.

i've been doing my own thing lately and it seems to be working for me, i feel content. well almost. the anger that faced me daily at work has subsided, not because anything has changed except for me.

drinking less. this is good. not less than you though, but thats ok.

and other you, well you gave me tea this morning becuase i was sick and you pretty much melted my heart, i dont think anything could ruin my day after that. i've resisted your advances and we are still on the friendship level, and i really dont want it to be any other way.

i need to rest my dreary head, talk soon....

day 17

start over again

Day 5. study more.