Day 1

It's going well. Theres been a few surprises.

You're not one of them.

CLEAN SLATE

I got an iphone4 today. YAY. Finally.

Annnnnd for the first time in my life - i have a brand new sim card. with no phone numbers on it. no past memories, no dirty secrets, no code names. NOTHING.

Theres no text messages saved to re read over and over again.

I feel free.

I even went back to yoga for the first time in 6 weeks tonight.

And when the sun sets

Adelaide to Perth

Soo

I need to peee so badly and my plane is landing
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The turbulence... It stops so suddenly...

The turbulence... It stops so suddenly...

Why isnt life that easy..
And where are my headphones
And why do i always drop my
Phone down the side of my seat

And do i confront my boss about wht i saw last month?

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23 aug 6:10pm

This book- the pages are so thick. Its the strangest feeling turning them....

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The gift

Whats everybody doing?
Were looking at the view!
This is nothing
Well sometimes you have to turn the other way to see it!

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Brisbane

Yeah still steal my heart

You

Blow my
Mind

Even from
Behind...

somone like you

Nothing good was on T.V.

Called you up got your machine
I thought I saw you in my dream last night

Think I cried myself to sleep
I thought about you had to weep
Seems the world was very mean that's right
And I wanna see, what happened to you and me

Thinkin bout her eyes and hair
I thought I saw you everywhere
baby, you're not playing fair anymore
You're my one and only care
But my heart you have to spare
Now all I do is sit and stare at the floor

And I wanna know

Where would you go when I'm not there
And what would you do about me and you, do you even care

All this time I've been without someone like you
Now that you're here, I've got someone to run to
Someone like you, Someone like you

When you're gone I have to miss
Your soft touch and your kiss
Now my heart is spilling bliss cause of you

And if I had only one wish
To say goodbye and to dismiss
The old me Mr. Pessimist for you

But we're only friends

i've got friends in all the right places....

So i looked at myspace today for the first time in however long. I checked out your profile. the day you last logged in is the last comment i have from you. its so strange. I actually dont know how to live my life without you.

I have tried.
I have tried to move on and accept others into my life.
its just.. theres this void. this void where you should be.
I know i can beat this, but actually, i dont want to. A part of me likes having that warm fuzzy feeling when i think about you. a part o me just wants to forget.

i've made some mistakes but i know i can get through it...

x miss u

Completely digging sleigh bells right now. Just perfect travelling music.

Completely digging sleigh bells right now. Just perfect travelling music.

Im on my way to sydney- twoday work conference - first day in my new
Position - andwell i feel super disorganised. I havent finished everything with the old house yet - i just hope the queen of procrastination doesmt bite me in the ass.
I feel like ive made the right decision not going to splendour evem though its going to break my heart. Ten of the bands i really wanted to see are playing the one day i cant go... Thats such a waste. The extra $450 wont hurt my bank account either. I havent decided yet if ill be spending a weekend in bris without emily... Which will be weird. I just had a strange thought to ask to stay with j... Man thats weird.

On the plAne and the flight attendants mad im using my phone... To be continued.....

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Aloha

Hawaii blogs coming soon

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Fwd:

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> I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me. I realize how many times you tried, but that's wishful thinking. All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me. Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me. Tell all your friends about me.
> Don't hold this against me. I've already said I'm sorry.