The '59 sound

so i'm blogging like theres no tomorrow at the moment, but i guess i just have a lot on my mind.

I spend so many hours thinking, dreaming, drifting, trying to make sense of it all and then tonight i think that maybe thats my problem.

Where has this year gone? how many mistakes have i made? NONE.

I need to check myself, my life is great, and I am actually happy, so whats with all the sad vibes i get here and there.

I realise, that is LIFE. these things are designed to make your stronger, prouder, better at everything you do. I know one day there will be someone that matters to me as much as I want them to. And i know the slips and tangles i come across on the way will shape me to be that person i need to be.

I keep looking forward, and think how fortunate I am. My life has not been scarred by illness, my life has not been waylaid by unfortunate events. Theres no drugs. NO abuse. Nothing i have should make me feel sad. So it's not going to. YOU cant make me sad.

When my Aunty was taken by cancer, we didnt get much notice. WE didnt have time to make things right. We didnt have time to be honest. I have all the time in the world to do that now. So let me do that :) I'm going to keep doing whatever it takes.

xoxoxo