whats the closest you can come, to a total wreck?

ayiyiyi. I wish i knew how to write that word as well as it sounds.

I had forgotten just how great Jawbreaker + Last Days of April were as bedtime music. total love.

been having long long long thoughts about how the ghosts of my past seem to be popping back into my life all at once. its almost concerning, but flattering at the same time. There are secrets and truths springing up from the ground like winter daisys (do they grow in winter?)

In a way it's added a HUGE weight on one shoulder... the other is still heavy. Gee i must look pretty lopsided.


p.s. detox... going well i drank half of what you are supposed to get through in a day - i'm easing into it. I still had a full meal tonight as there is no way i want to lose weight. Gotta keep that flesh on me!!