26 04 4.33pm

Oh god... I can't concentrate... I still hve 45 minutes of thus flight left. Can I be bothered enough to finish part 2? Maybe not....
Hang on.. I've lost part one :(

Ah wait, its ok, I haven't.

So, an eventful weekend away has reminded me- I'm not a grown up yet and I don't want to be. My mother and I had a strange conversation about having babies in ur late twenties today. So odd. My father didnt want to get married I don't think. Maybe I get that gene from him. I certainly get my binge drinking skills from him.

What my mother said makes sense though. My brother and I don't have that same connection with our parents as friends of ours that have parents three or four years younger. Although I've never worked out it that was age or simply because my family is a litre bit (alot) odd.

Back to the current drama.. Perhaps why scares me the most is I haveseveral times daydreamed of a future with subject of this argument. The party girl wants a future?

We've now moved to the second part ofthe argument. We are no longer friends. Facebook accounts and phone numbers deleted. U know its offical when facebook comes into it.

(slight off topic deviation... U to replace you... Is this blatant misuse of the English language or simplification of an overly complex language by a fast moving generation? Let's debate it later...)

I'm considering calling a truce tonight. Half of my makes me feel weak. Half of me thinks I might just be chasing true live after all.